A Little Bit of Nothing..

Saturday I turned

So first of all, thank you to all of you who wished me a Happy Birthday!

It truly meant a lot to me.

I know this is going to sound dreary, but I never thought I would live to be this old.

I know I say 'this old' like 22 is old, and it's not, I know that..

But in high school I had a dream one night that I don't think I'll ever forget.

The dream happened to involve a car accident and me passing away, it felt so real because sometimes when I dream of things they some times play out in somewhat the same way they did in my dream, bits and pieces, not the entire thing. Half the time when I am experiencing something during the day, not everyday, I feel like it's already happened, and that's how I connect it to a dream I might have had. 

At that time in high school I had no idea what I wanted to go into for school (college), so I immediately associated that dream with why I didn't know what I wanted to do.

I've always thought that I wouldn't live to be in my 30's, for some reason I just can't see myself at that age, which hopefully is not true!

I am thankful to have lived this long and even though I'm young and I have experienced so many things, there's so much more that I'd love to experience. 

So hopefully there's at least 22 more years left in me!

I know this is kind of a morbid post, but it's truly taught me to go for what I want in life, to take chances even if I fall flat on my face because I know I have a incredible support system within my family and friends.


My support system is also within you guys. If I weren't able to blab about some of my issues through this blog I would probably blow up with issues.
So thanks for being there for me through the good and the bad, and mostly for sticking it out.
Thank you. thank you, thank you!
Much love!
xoxo